Friday, December 23, 2011

You da One

As much as I cannot stand this girl, I really can't deny that she has an amazing team behind her that makes her everything that she is. I'm not even gonna try to front because she puts out bangers with great visuals to accompany them. Damn girl, you did it again.

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Christmas Time is Here!!

It's Christmas time bitches. Here's my Christmas list ya'll. If you are willing to buy me anything listed below you might could get it...and I'm for serious.
All I really want to do with this is ask Siri where I can get a good man at. She seems to have the answers to everything else so maybe it's worth the investment. Def less embarrassing than a profile on e-harmony.
Thousand dollar sling backs with googly eyes glued all over them?!?! Um #duh, I'll take two please!
Black Panther sunglasses though? Tisci, you little devil! Must.Have.
How amaze is this gorgeous LV bag for Resort? It would be perfect for the imaginary vacation to Cabo that I'm going on for Holiday!
Shameless self promo plug here as I am the co-owner of No 9 Candle Co. They are dope though, right? Yeah, I thought so. 100% soy wax n' shit. Like us on FB if you dare.
This is simply beautiful. For Christmas I would love nothing more than for my living area to be transformed into this. Lucite coffee table?? Love.
And if this awkwardly attractive and talented young gent would propose to me on Christmas day I do believe that all my dreams would be catapulted into reality. Well, that accompanied by world peace...And a puppy for every person on earth. That's all I really want for Christmas. Too much to ask? #kanyeshrug

XOXO,

Chacha

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Young, Wild, & Free...

I must say that I spend quite a significant amount of time wondering what that phrase really means. What is it to be 'young, wild, and free'? Is it bad choices? Is it reckless decisions? Is it destructive drug addiction and irresponsible consumption of alcohol? Is it fun? Is it love? Is it daisy dukes and a ripped t-shirt? Is it no strings attached? Is it random strangers? Is it tobacco and Mary Jane? Is it passion? Is it music? What does it really mean?

I feel as if though I try to live my life honestly, when it comes down to it my entire existence is a lie. I do things I don't want to do for people that I don't even like. I smile when I don't want to, I laugh at jokes that aren't funny, I flirt with men who repulse me, and I pretend that all of this is fine. I over think every thing, I allow past tense lovers to become synonymous with my present, I conform to the ridiculous expectations of society, and I so obediently do what I am told. My heart is not mine and neither is my mind. Though I make the claim that I am 100% genuinely me "all day, erry day" I don't think that's ever been the case. I don't think I've ever known what it is to be "me". If you asked me who I am I wouldn't be able to tell you. Instead I'd volunteer the "me" that I am perceived to be by the millions of people that experience "me" on a daily basis though none of them have ever lived in this skin.

I want to get to that moment when you surrender yourself to the universe and allow yourself to just be. When I grow up all I wish is to be able to be Young, Wild, and Free...






XOXO,

Chacha

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

He Loves Me...He Loves Me Not...

Let's get deep for a moment and talk about relationships.

I am so baffled by the way in which this modern generation conducts themselves when it comes to matters of the heart. What Drake so emo-liciously says seems to ring so true as I have come to find that "we live in a generation of not being in love and not being together. But we sure make it feel like we're together because we're so scared to see each other with somebody else..." #deep, right? I'm so there right now. The inconsistency, the drama, the bullshit. It's like we do just enough to keep the other person in the (often title lacking, casual seeming, we're together but we're not actually together type) relationship hanging on, but we're never willing to satisfy them 100% or give them 100% of us. This generation half asses everything! Technology has ruined us. We lack the capability to build meaningful relationships. This absolutely sucks.

What has happened to LOVE? Real, true, gut wrenchingly painful yet absolutely amazing LOVE?? All I'm asking for is someone that I'm crazy about and someone who is crazy about me. When I was young I had a long lists of "must haves" that I expected of my perfect guy (handsome, tall, millions of dollars, no kids, properties in LA, NY, and Paris, a jet, astounding amounts of charm and wit...too much?)but now I find that I'm just a girl looking for a boy to LOVE and to LOVE me back.

And now snapping back to reality, I find myself newly single and on a roller coaster of emotion with an inconsistent lover who knows exactly how to give me enough...when we both know that it's never enough #lesigh. One day this will all make sense. I'll drink to that.

XOXO,

ChaCha

Monday, December 12, 2011

SICK WIT DA SPARKLES...

The Holiday season is upon is. This means tons and tons of sparkly shit...EVRYWHERE!! Paying homage...

Friday, December 9, 2011

Long Time Coming...

My, oh my. It certainly has been a while. In the interest of revitalizing what once was 'A SLICE OF DEVIL'S PIE" please expect more frequent updates in the coming weeks, months, years...

A lot has happened. Life has sent us spiraling, but we're back and ready to attack. 2012, I must say, is going to be nothing less than "the shit". Nothing but #crewlove all day erry day.

XOXO,

Chach